Monday, July 21, 2008

Blogging for fun.

Today i was thinking that I should start a blog so that I can kind of use it like a journal and yet it will inform others of the updates for my family.
Life seems to have put us through a wirlwind lately, Eric was fired from his job as he was an intern and they could not keep him because they didn't have enough hours to cover him, but for some strange reason I am very calm about it, I know that things will work out because they always do and we have that faith that pushes us through.
We also found out the day after Eric lost his job that my brother Jason has 7 more tumors and now we are in a waiting period to find out when they will do the surgery.
My Bio-Father will be in town tomorrow as he has a bad heart and it is only working 21% and he cannot breath very much even when talking to me on the phone he gets winded so he will be admitted into the Hospital here in Ogden so we are also waiting to know what they are going to be doing with that.
In the midst of it all I keep getting strong impressions that it is time to have baby #2, but with everything going on I feel like it needs to go on the back burner and yet when I think that the feelings get stronger to pursue. Maybe it is because 2 of my really good friends are pregnant, but I don' t know. I can tell that Eric is thinking that it is about time also as he tells the family and others in our ward that it is about time for another.
My Parents just moved to Roy so they are about 5 minutes away instead of 15 which is better for me cause now I can drop Savannah off at their house to be watched on my way to work instead of way out of the way.
I think that I have been feeling better, the stomach aches and headaches are still there and I am really tired still but maybe but who knows maybe I am getting used to it.
Savannah is such a handful at times but beyond that she makes me so happy and helps us get through anything, she is so funny, we will be eating dinner and she will do something that makes Eric and I just smile at each other and that lets me know that she is the biggest and best blessing ever.