Yet another week has passed.

This week has been a little better, job still about the same but I made a pinky promise to someone at work I would try for 1 more month to let things settle down. My brother Jason had yet another surgery on Wednesday, thing seemed to have gone well he had to have a trakiotamy (spellcheck) put in his throat so that he could breath we are still not sure about whether his speach nerves are okay, but we know that at least one of them is paralyzed, he is in stable condition sleeping a lot which is a lot different than last time. I finally went in for an MRI tonight and will find out the results in a couple of days. All I know is that I have a major headache now. Tomorrow is Halloween and usually I take the day off but because work has been crazy I have to go in. Next weekend Eric and I get to go to Las Vegas for a few days just for a vacation. Not really sure what we will do since we don't gamble but I think that maybe we will try to see a show and then just spend time together, it will be hard to leave Savannah here but I don't think that she will have much fun being carted around everywhere. Savannah is being SUPER GIRL for Halloween I have some pictures that I need to post but I don't know where the plug for the camera is at so I will have to wait until Eric gets home from school. Life was a little easier this week so I am going to be optomistic and say next week will be better.

This week has been crazy

So lets see since my last post, #1 I now officially do not like my job, I still love what I do and I hope that I can endure until another comes. #2 To top things off one of my Best Friends at work is quitting today, she is pregnant and wants time to relax before the baby comes which if I was in her shoes I would have done it a lot sooner if I could, but not only is she leaving on maternity she is not going to come back to work so that makes it especially hard to endure, I know that I will make it only because of my Faith in Heavenly Father. #3 We had a huge snow storm the first for the season and it brought us a foot of snow, all the leaves are still on the trees so of course the tree broke and fell right on top of our fence so now we are A: going to rip the fence off and leave it off, or B: going to get another one which would cost us a pretty penny, not sure what we will do yet, but our backyard now looks horrible. #4 I found out that my niece Katie also has tumors which means that not only does my brother Jason and my other niece Chelsie have them Katie does as well, she has 2 of them and will be meeting with the Drs soon. My sister In-Law called me and wants me to get checked very soon, I tried to do it a couple of months ago but my insurance is not good and will cost about $1200 so I have put it on the back burner until now Eric and I have decided that I need to get it done just so that we know. #5 Erics Aunt Lisa passed away on Sunday, it was very unexpected she was only 48. I think I have been having a really hard time with it as she has been a substitute and a great one at that for Erics Mom as she is still in Florida, She left this world leaving behind her Husband and 5 boys, 2 which are married both have 1 child which 1 of them was born 1 week before Lisa's passing, 1 is on a mission, and the other 2 are still at home. Although it has been tough I know that this is what Heavenly Father planned. Eric is doing actually great with it, he doesn't cry very much so I am not sure how he is doing he says that he is sad but he knows that we will see her again and it is a shorter period of time than we all think. I look at Eric knowing that he is right and that is helping me be better, I first thought of it as WHY but then I realized that Aunt Lisa gets to prepare that way for the rest of us, so in a sense I am jealous as she has already returned to where we are all headed. I am greatly for the Fish Family as they have always welcomed us with open arms, ever since Eric and I were dating I have always felt like family, I am very greatful for Lisa as she was there for me when I had Savannah and I will always remember that, especially when she said that I was so swollen that my hands looked like Uncle Glens.

So that was my week I am looking forward to not working this weekend and starting anew for the next week, going day by day.

Blah Day...

Today is Sunday and it is Conference, watched most of it, caught the rest on the radio. It is always nice to hear what the Heavenly Father has in store for us and to hear from the different speakers. I actually started the day out yesterday thinking that President Gordon B. Hinkley was going to be speaking, then I realized that was not true, but I am greatful that we have a Prophet today like President Thomas S. Monson. During the two sessions today they had a biography of him and I am so greatful that I was able to learn more about him. So it is raining to day so it seems very blah. I am sure whoever reads this already knows that we are not pregnant yet, not sure if we are still trying or not, I guess whatever happens will happen when it is supposed to, so we are going to leave it up to Heavenly Father, Eric still seems very nervous most the time about the whole situation so we don't talk too much about it. Work is not very fun these days, I am going to start and look for a different job, maybe in a different yet same field of Finance. Savannah is getting so big I can't believe she is 3 already, and she has such an attitude, she just started to back talk us so whenever she doesn't like what we say she says WELL and then says whatever is on her mind. Eric is doing good at his job but he doesn't like to work on Saturdays, so who knows what will happen next. My Brother Jason has pulled tremendously well through his surgery he says it is the best he has felt in years, he will have another surgery at the end of this month. My Biological Father is doing just about the same with his heart he has another Drs appt. that he will be down for this week. My Mom and Dad are still not quite situated into their house, but in all due time it will feel like theirs. I am going to be putting some more pics up because we finally have internet at our house again.


Savannah bonked her nose and needed a band-aid that she didn't take off for a day.


Pic of our house and it shows some of our flowers.


Our House we bought in March of this year.


This is Savannah on one of our drives that we like to go on.


This is Erics new pride and joy that he traded in his Mustang for.